Tuesday, January 3, 2012


all i want right now is exactly what i can't have:
sex with my boyfriend
to be in the middle of the woods

maybe going to the zoo tomorrow will make me feel better.
until then i will dream of when i get to move back to the mountains, weather costal or sierra, i need to be surrounded by trees, not building.
i need to hear bugs and birds outside my window. not the heckles of the girl doing whipits upstairs.

i almost forget what crying coyotes sound like. keyword. almost.
they haunt my dreams.

oh yea, and i miss a good sunset.